Wanting.. to stop being sick and get back to normal already.
Feeling.. pretty meh, to be honest. I’m fighting it, but I’m just bummed out. Yesterday and today have been the worst days, mentally (even if physically, I can see improvement, THANK GOD). I’m just tired of being sick. I wish Crohn’s disease didn’t exist and nobody had to experience this.
Enjoying.. our freshly cut grass. It looks and smells so nice! It’s one of the small things I’m choosing to focus on in my fight against the blues.
Hearing.. the birds and their songs are out in full force lately! I realized today that I mostly tune them out, but I’m trying to enjoy them while they’re here. Again, trying to fight the blues.. and the birdsong and the barking dogs in the neighborhood can be a sweet pick-me-up when I choose to focus on them.
Thankful that.. I am privileged enough that I don’t have to have to job for us to make ends meet. I think about this all the time. Don’t get me wrong, making a living through YouTube videos is a lot of work, and we’re smart about our budgeting, but it’s a huge blessing and a relief that our economic well-being doesn’t rely on my health and ability to be reliable. Because otherwise.. we would be in trouble.
I’m also thankful for netflix and podcasts to pass the time, that Josh is such a great caretaker, that my parents are back in town & I got to give them actual hugs this week, and that Lulu is back to her old self (except more obedient.. so, really, she’s better than her old self! And still just as sweet).
What are you currently wanting, feeling, wishing, thinking, and/or thankful for this week?