Fifteen Minutes

10 PM and this is the first moment I’m not feeling rushed all day. Well, I do feel a little pressure to figure out what to write for this blog post, but.. I think I just decided to let myself free-write for about fifteen minutes and see where that leads me. So there goes that pressure. I can feel it melting off my shoulder blades.

Speaking of shoulder blades, today’s yoga practice was quick, but it was kind of intense! Really created some heat. It felt nice but I have a feeling I’m going to be a little sore tomorrow. I’m about 75% proud of myself for pushing my limits and 25% annoyed at the idea of walking around sore tomorrow, haha. My mindset is better than it used to be though! I used to be 100% annoyed by any soreness at all from anything.. so I didn’t work out. Cheers to seeing improvements.

Tomorrow we’re supposed to meet and have an initial assessment with a new trainer who specializes in trouble-dogs of Lulu’s breed. I’m nervous that she will say, “Lulu isn’t bad enough for me to take her. Figure it out on your own.” This doesn’t seem likely, but I keep catching my thoughts in this fear.


In the interest of total honesty, I want to let y’all know that I just wrote out a whole paragraph about FEELINGS and then deleted it. Because not everything has to be broadcast on the internet.

Well, there’s fifteen minutes anyway. Goodnight, friends! See you tomorrow.

2 thoughts on “Fifteen Minutes

  1. If it makes you feel any better I have actually gone through blog posts I made earlier in the year or even a few years ago and completely trashed them. . . because I have had people in the past misunderstand my posts or say, “I remembered it a little differently.” I’d say, “perspective, friend. . .everyone has one.” . . .yeah so there you go with feelings. I have them. ugh. They are annoying sometimes.

    Great job on pushing yourself and feeling intense after the work out. As for Lulu. . .She has improved so there is still room for more improvement! She’ll be great!!!


  2. I am glad that your yoga is going well. Keep up the good work! I will pray that your new trainer for your dog works out well.


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