10 PM and this is the first moment I’m not feeling rushed all day. Well, I do feel a little pressure to figure out what to write for this blog post, but.. I think I just decided to let myself free-write for about fifteen minutes and see where that leads me. So there goes that pressure. I can feel it melting off my shoulder blades.
Speaking of shoulder blades, today’s yoga practice was quick, but it was kind of intense! Really created some heat. It felt nice but I have a feeling I’m going to be a little sore tomorrow. I’m about 75% proud of myself for pushing my limits and 25% annoyed at the idea of walking around sore tomorrow, haha. My mindset is better than it used to be though! I used to be 100% annoyed by any soreness at all from anything.. so I didn’t work out. Cheers to seeing improvements.
Tomorrow we’re supposed to meet and have an initial assessment with a new trainer who specializes in trouble-dogs of Lulu’s breed. I’m nervous that she will say, “Lulu isn’t bad enough for me to take her. Figure it out on your own.” This doesn’t seem likely, but I keep catching my thoughts in this fear.
In the interest of total honesty, I want to let y’all know that I just wrote out a whole paragraph about FEELINGS and then deleted it. Because not everything has to be broadcast on the internet.
Well, there’s fifteen minutes anyway. Goodnight, friends! See you tomorrow.