Writing a blog post for today completely slipped my mind until just now.. whoops! I’m not feeling well again.. I’ve got a bad stomach ache and I’m having trouble keeping food down.. I was feeling great yesterday, but today? I don’t know what happened. It’s probably the same, lingering illness from last weekend. Again, I wish that my body weren’t so intensely affected by stress and sadness. Being ill adds to the stress and it becomes a vicious cycle. Feeling like I’m letting people down. Wondering where I’m going to get the energy to do what I need to. Tomorrow is going to be a pretty insane day. When you are married, family holidays become so much more complicated because you have to split your time between both families. But I guess I shouldn’t complain because at least my Dad is actually in town! Since he’s been traveling so much this year, it feels like a treat that we’ll get to see him for Fathers’ Day at all.
I guess I’m going to try to go to sleep early – give myself my best shot at having enough energy to do everything I need to do tomorrow. Goodnight, friends.